Date CreatedApril 25, 2022
Reflecting back on the potential I first saw for this work and myself in it and how that has shifted — what is the next order of actualization (i.e., developmental edge) I am being pulled toward?

The first shift could be described as going from seeing myself "doing" regenerative projects, to truly understanding the collaborative systemic nature of this work. So in shifting from a "human doing" mind back to human being mind, I now feel poised to evolve my capabilities to resource others capacity to do this work. I now see that short circuiting this process just leads to set backs down the road.

What inner development will that require?

I've come to realize just how much I identified myself as an "efficient result oriented doer", so the shift from "doing" to "being" isn't happening overnight 😉 Taking on the role of the observer has been quite helpful to me in starting this inner development work. Self-conscient practice of this gradual shift in role appears to be key.

What would reconciling those make possible in terms of the evolving role I could play and the unique contribution I could make?

I believe holding my regenerative practicioner role with more agility and clarity would help maintain a distance from punctual discouragements, in that I would see those as part of the process growing greater capacity in the stakeholders. That way, my own energy would not depend on the weather so much, allowing me to continue to show up with the will to nurture the growing and evolving processes.